Space Bound

So after two years and six months, it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God
I blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm bleeding, I'm tryna stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it, I'm tryna stop you from breathing.